i cant help it.
after so long..

i still miss her =(

she's the one who helped me grow.
as a person through bad or good.
she was my friend.
and fuckit. i miss her.

we meet in the corridors or even at class.
unable to look each other in the eye and smile.

i just want us to be friends.
i guess.
i've forgotten all the bad.
and only remember the good.

can't help it.

might be stupid.

maybe it wasnt referring to me or anything.
i guess it just brought back lots of memories.

why can't we be friends?
why must there be so much hate and discomfort and everything.

FUCK IT.

i miss her. =(

and i wish she misses me too.

God. i so wish she misses me too.

xoxo

i'llrescuemyself
7:05 AM